[LIVEJOURNAL]

Listening to: the decemberists - july, july!

I think that it's time that I update this journal. I might make a seperate account on here for photography and use this one for art; I'm not sure. I have stuff to upload that I will upload later.

I will be in New York September 1-3, then going to Boston on the 4th. Anyone who will be in the city at that time respondplz (Paul, note me on when you're going to be in the city so we can plan out what to do on either the 1st or 2nd); I'm free anytime besides the afternoon on the 3rd.

Life is alright, if dramatic and confusing. It's emotionally taxing. And I don't know how to make that not emo without explaining what's been going on lately and I don't know how to say what's been going on lately without delving too deep and going too far. The best way to sum it up is: 1) nothing is like you think it'd be, 2) people who break up with their girlfriend of one year for someone who they've only known for a week who already has a boyfriend sadden me, 3) I'm definitely not as innocent physically as before.

I mean....after I stopped updating here, lots of things just started happening. Like going clubbing and kissing random strangers in nightclubs while drunk on vodka. The reason? Searching for my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend who is now a druggie. I mean, dude, that just ruins the image of who I was before. That isn't even the worst or most controversial part of it; it's only one part that I'm writing about on here.

I just want this summer to be over with.